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  • Alright, yesterday and today were both awful, but I will make tomorrow better. I went with my mother grocery shopping, and ended up buying lots of fat-free foods. Hopefully that will help a bit. If there are no fatty foo…

  • Well before I write this I want to give a "shout out" to strangelybroken. Nicest person I've ever talked to on Xanga probably, she leaves me uplifting comments. Unfortunately, I can't say I've been doing too well. It's…

  • Tomorrow (today), this plan has to work out. I don't have a choice now. I feel miserable because I am so fat and imperfect, and every time I think about what somebody would think if they saw me, I just want to cut it all…

  • Eating today (to rebuild my constitutions), starving tomorrow. Saturday, I am nervous for. Extremely nervous. It is making me feel even more ill than I was this morning. It is supposed to rain, too. I am concerned.

  • Actually, I'm making some headway on the fast. I haven't eaten anything all day, and it's more than 1/4 finished! I'm very excited. Today has been a great day so far, somehow. I was supposed to wake up early, but slept …

  • I could be brown, I could be blue, I could be violet sky I could be hurtful, I could be purple, I could be anything you like Gotta be green, gotta be mean, gotta be everything more Why don't you like me, why don't you li…

  • If you follow the jawline down over the heart, The curves of your bones and muscle that make up your head to toe It's just skin and thread, stitches and ligaments... Words that we spoke only to regret. (That's the set o…

  • So now let all the light that collects on your plants Keep you warm, make you smile And I will be there with this pen in my hand To record all the while And you'll be laughing so loud That the house will shake with sound…

  • I am frustrated beyond belief. First of all, I downed about 700 calories today... disgusting. Second, I can't register for ballet until next semester because of Model UN. And in the mean time, I'll just get fatter and fa…

  • For two days, the liquid fast went great. I hadn't eaten anything at all. Only water, tea, coffee, and juice. But then on the third day, at night, I was completely out of energy. I was really, really hungry, so I ate. A …

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