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  • Tried to recover (again), inadvertently started starving (again). I realize that I'm playing with my life, but in the words of Edith Piaf, "You've got to play with something." Oh well, at least there's a possibility of b…

  • Well, I'm still fat and disgusting, but I have discovered the miracle food that is Bouillon. Seriously. I know you're supposed to put vegetables and things in it, but it's only 24 calories per cube, and it makes so much …

  • I am so afraid that my body will reject this new multivitamin I am taking. I have an upset stomach already, and it's not even 6 o'clock yet. It doesn't look good. School should be interesting today, considering I didn't…

  • Alright, yesterday and today were both awful, but I will make tomorrow better. I went with my mother grocery shopping, and ended up buying lots of fat-free foods. Hopefully that will help a bit. If there are no fatty foo…

  • Well before I write this I want to give a "shout out" to strangelybroken. Nicest person I've ever talked to on Xanga probably, she leaves me uplifting comments. Unfortunately, I can't say I've been doing too well. It's…

  • Don't know why, There's no sun up in the sky Stormy weather Since my man and I ain't together Keeps raining all the time Sorry for no updates. Intake: Mango (130) Tea (0) Hopefully that's all for today, I promised mys…

  • Right and wrong, There's not a lot of difference when you're singin' that poor man's song And that song it goes just a little like this... I've got everything portioned out and I'm ready to go. I have to do homework all…

  • Tomorrows plan: 12pm - 1/3 Teddy Grahams 2pm - 1/3 Teddy Grahams 4pm - 1/3 Teddy Grahams 6pm - 1/2 Graham cracker with Nutella Total: About 200, if I portion everything correctly. Or maybe I should throw some of …

  • I could be brown, I could be blue, I could be violet sky I could be hurtful, I could be purple, I could be anything you like Gotta be green, gotta be mean, gotta be everything more Why don't you like me, why don't you li…

  • Tomorrow (today), this plan has to work out. I don't have a choice now. I feel miserable because I am so fat and imperfect, and every time I think about what somebody would think if they saw me, I just want to cut it all…

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